User blog:*Kinz*/Sorry

Hey guys, wanna know something cool?

(TL;DR, skip to the end)

Almost every piece of information I've ever told myself about you guys has been a lie. I was young and stupid and I didn't know any better. I can't ask you to forgive me for lying about so so SO much. I feel terrible. But I feel like I've found a home in this community, and I hope I can confide in you all. And I feel like I should at least say something than have to feel more of the guilt I felt for 3 years in this community.

I made up all these lies because in 2010, I experienced the death of a family member for the very first time. I matured a lot more and a lot less than I should have that day. They were a family member I was never close to, back then, before I knew any better, I would say that I hated spending time with them. But it was such a dumb thing of me to say. I regret taking my time with them for granted. I was also a compulsive liar, as you may be able to tell by now. I still am. My first step in tackling this is through telling you guys the truth.

I became depressed during that time, and realized things about myself, and I realized that I hated myself as a person. I always have. People have told me that I have a heart of gold, but I never listened. I gave up on myself and tried to become someone different through the internet. I wanted to reinvent myself, in hopes that it would rub off in real life. I started telling a lot of lies about my identity, this wiki being my main lie. It went pretty well, but there were a few hiccups along the way. Scratch that, a lot. I slowly regained composure and positiveness, and now, at my lowest and my highest point in my life since then, I'll tell you everything you need to know.

OKAY. HERE WE GO.

I'm pretty much in the same boat as Hol here. I am a homosapien of the male variety. I am still a homosexual which is one of the only things I have said to not be a lie. I'm turning 14 in a couple weeks. I am going into my freshman year of high school and I am homeschooled. I do not have a job. The job I claimed I had is a job I plan on getting once I turn the appropriate age. My "cousins" were all failed attempts at bringing myself as myself into this community without guilt. I do indeed live in Florida, that was not a lie either.

I was also in the community of several games, primarily Minecraft. I have two social media accounts that are public at the moment. One is my Steam account and my Skype account, both of the same name, "LolzImmaPotato". Everything else is private for the moment. I guess I thought it was funny when I was younger. I don't know.

Tl;dr - I'm a gay boy who is currently 13 at the time of writing this and you can add me on Steam and Skype (LolzImmaPotato).

Lastly, I can't apologize enough. I hope you can forgive me for lying to you this whole time. I love you all, and thank you for your time.